Monday, May 10, 2010
♥
.
woopeeeddoooo~ :) time for a change! :)
Saturday, May 08, 2010
♥
Brian & Jacelyn's ROM
.
*but i dont think I can post their pictures here.. :) private and confidential.. :)*
.
how they got together is so amazing.. haha..
.
with Johann and Pst Aileen.. :) looking forward to their wedding in Nov.. :)Johann is one of my SOT team mbr! powerful and funny man..
.
with Pst Tan.. :)
.
with Pst Tan.. :) .
to be in the same team as them, is really a honour!
♥
Had a week of encounters with God in SOT :)
Holy laughter, crying & deliverance..
.
Pst Ming laid hands on me and prayed over my life at my seat. Amazing!
Love of God is so overwhelming. Thankful to God!
It felt as though God had given me a BIG comforting HUG!
.
I got a deeper revelation on...
1. The Holy Spirit is a Person
- this is a very foundational truth, which I understood all along.. but there's so so much into it! so much to fathom.
.
2. CG Leadership is a Gift from God.
- I was feeling very sleepy that day.. but somehow, my senses was awaken by the Holy Spirit when Pst was preaching on this. Immediately, I was awaken!
.
One of my greatest joy this week is.. just being OPEN to God.. :)
♥
W414 FTW! :) Thursday, May 06, 2010
♥
this week marks the end of my 2nd month in SOT.. :) wheeewww! .
1. I've conquered the flesh by waking up at 640am almost every morning. :)
2. My Chinese improved tremendously. :) I can pray quite fluently in Chinese! :)
3. Did well at Mock CG too. :) evaluated by Joyce and Cindy! *honoured* and it's quite fun to be a saboteur during Mock CG!
.
and the list goes on and on.. :) and of coz, blessings after blessings! walking under open heaven. :)
.
1st month was Transition & Adapting stage.
2nd month was Excitement & Faith Building Stage
as I go into my 3rd month in SOT.. the main theme shall be Expecting & Relationship Building!
Monday, May 03, 2010
♥
MAY MAY MAY.
.
I've great anticipation for MAY. - Asia Conference!
Gotten step out of my comfort zone more.. :)
A life that is... set apart!
♥
what a HAPPY team! :) .
taken during SOT fire drill... I think we have chance to get BEST TEAM award! :)
way to go! attending Wedding this Thurs at JW with them! excited!
Sunday, May 02, 2010
♥
I had an interesting talk with my Boss & one of my colleagues on Friday.. Boss asked me:
What's wrong with our department? why the company turnover rate is so high? can you share with me? :) feedback lei, whats the problem.. we talked for quite long.. then She was sharing her life as a Mum, Wife, Manager.. difficult, when she gets home, her baby is sleeping, when she leave home, her baby is sleeping.. sad!
.
My boss was also sharing with me on Thurs.. after I tendered, the next day, another of my colleague whom I really respected tendered too. She said that she is heartbroken.
.
Another colleague is actively looking for a job too.. waiting to "throw" the letter only..
Another colleague from another department tendered for a better paying job..
Lotsa and Lotsa of people of leaving.. quite scary!
.
My Boss is a super zai Boss! someone who loves challenges. Really admired her for her composure! Admired her for her passion and commitment! She won my hats off 100%.. Thank God for her!
♥
Few things I wanna do in the next 3 months (May-July).
1. Get started on my Driving Lesson, and get my license eventually
- Somehow, I will dig the money out! When there is a will, there IS A way. Once i start working, I wont be able to afford the time! I will make it happen.. been thinking about it day & night! Having a license, I value-add myself.
.
2. Build Relationships with a few people
- focus and press in!
.
3. BE READY!
♥
I'm NOT satisfied with myself! NOT satisfied! ARGH!
I can BE BETTER! :)
.
Some updates, I will only working till 25th May. :) to rejoice or to be sad?
.
i choose to rejoice! though somehow, there is this uncertainty feeling on the area of finances. School Fees? Building Fund? Misc Expenses? Trust in the Lord. :) Definitely, I will go through it! God will provide. :) was talking to my SOT mbr, sharing with her.. I was telling her, I dont have any backup finances after May, etc.. then she said, God is UR backup! wow.. that moment, I was encouraged! :) When God gave the vision, He will give the provision!
.
Looking on the bright side, I can really get started on my assignments! I haven start at all. Very Jialat.. after work, I'm so exhausted.. after tuition, I'm so worn out.. but thank God, my bible reading is getting back on track. :)
.
If you have FAITH, all things are possible to those who believe! - I believe! I receive! :)
God, You are the Peace that guards my heart, the Hope that lead me on.
.
Saturday, May 01, 2010
♥
This week has been really a stretching one! one of the week where I'm so drained.. I've not recovered from last week, Week of Morning Prayer, because of my back. :( Couldnt really sleep well on Sunday, Morning, Tuesday.. before I knew it.. the intense week started! Mock CG.. haha.. and I actually fell asleep while preparing for my Mock CG offering yesterday. Accumulated lack of sleep! .
Considering what I do when I'm awake.. My Day is maxed out..
1. SOT Class in the Morning.. Travelling to the West!
2. Work in the afternoon till 7plus.. Travelling back to the East!
3. Give Tuitions and other commitments to attend to.. Travelling here & there!
4. Started on my Assignment readings too..
.
I've reached another level of threshold ever since I started SOT~
When I just started working.. everyday was a tiring day! Everyday after work, I just want to go home to rest. But right now, even with many things happening, my capacity did increased. and I'm amazed! Thank God for strength! :)
.
Tired.. yes I'm! but still keeping on! :)